Sunday, June 09, 2013

The right heart



Today in the church the pastor talked about hearts. He read "do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion, during the time of testing in the wilderness" (Hebrews 3:8). He brought a stoneheart. He showd that to us and he said that is not the right heart for us, and after that he introduced why. He poured water to it and said: "We know the stone is hard. It can hurt us. The water is the word of God. The water runs off the stoneheart. Maybe it'll be a little bit cleaner but doesn't seems like touched by God." Then he showed a heart ballon and he said: "Maybe it's softer than the stoneheart but you can see the water runs off it too. People sometimes has conceited heart." We read in the Bible that "everyone with a conceited heart is disgusting to the Lord." Then he showed a spongeheart. He dipped the sponge into the water and he said: "It absorbs the water. We may say that would be the right heart for us! But we know if we squeeze the sponge it won't be able to keep the water inside." Then he said "Put your hand over your heart. Feel your heart beat. Your heart is the right heart. It pumps blood, it gives life. And the word of God can touch your heart and can give you real life." 


Amen.




the picture is from ~DSakanumbuh419



Monday, June 03, 2013

MBTI

Okay. I think it's time to write about Jung-Myers-Briggs's MBTI. It is a personality tipology, and I think it is the best ever! My personality type is ENFP and it fits me like nothing ever! I am hungarian, so I saw it on a hungarian website... I tried to find it in english I found some pages, but I did the 94 questions test, and in english I could not find it, only the 84 questions. I found so many funny pictures about the types. It's cool.



So let's write about myself. As an ENFP, my primary mode of living is focused externally, where I take things in primarily via my intuition. My secondary mode is internal, where I deal with things according to how I feel about them (oh, yes! I really do!), or how they fit in with my personal value system.
ENFP is warm, enthusiastic, typically very bright and full of potential. ENFP lives in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things (YES). ENFP enthusiasm lends him/her the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. ENFP can talk him/her way in or out of anything. ENFP loves life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
Well, I try to :)

Saturday, June 01, 2013

Faith?

I'm totally comfused. I know I am week and I have only tiny faith. It's okay because Jesus Christ said: "Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." But I'm afraid that my faith is not a mustard seed, I'm afraid it's a tradition. I go to church every week, I pray every day, I think of God often, almost the whole day, I know I am His child, I know that I went through the metanoia's hard way. I had great periods with God, I was happy and everythig was allright. I don't know, I just feel that my faith is not a real thing, it is like a habit... or... it is like an internal pressure to faith in God. And it is not like "you have to believe in Him, because if you're not believing, you will be damned". It is like I have to believe Him, because that's what I do since I accepted the salvation. I just feel that my faith is not like it was before. I remember I had good times, I was okay with God, I prayed hard - through hours -, and I was strong and confident and satisfied. I want my strong faith back! I will read more about Him and the life with Him, and His miracles, listen to christian music - I'd listen before - and read the Bible! I don't wanna lose my faith, I won't lose it! NEVER!!!