the sin that we make hurts Jesus

picture from ~Coswyn

so we were in the mountains. that was great time, i really loved that. however i was a bit sick, so i couldn’t climb the mountains… but all the rest was great. i was really close to God, and u know that’s not only because of the christians who i was with… the last night that we spent at there i was in my bed, couldn’t sleep, and a thougt just came into my mind and said: the sin that we make hurts Jesus. He gave his life for us, he made a sacrifice for us. and it’s not abt that he won’t forgive us, he will. but it doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt him. He made his sacrifice because he wanted to forgive us and what is our reaction? say thanks and make sins again and again…? that’s not ok. so i made a decision, that i try to not make sins. so if i’m not sure abt one thing that is sin or not, i won’t do that until God say: u can do it, it’s not sin. i love u Jesus, i don't wanna hurt u!

The right heart

Today in the church the pastor talked about hearts. He read "do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion, during the time of testing in the wilderness" (Hebrews 3:8). He brought a stoneheart. He showd that to us and he said that is not the right heart for us, and after that he introduced why. He poured water to it and said: "We know the stone is hard. It can hurt us. The water is the word of God. The water runs off the stoneheart. Maybe it'll be a little bit cleaner but doesn't seems like touched by God." Then he showed a heart ballon and he said: "Maybe it's softer than the stoneheart but you can see the water runs off it too. People sometimes has conceited heart." We read in the Bible that "everyone with a conceited heart is disgusting to the Lord." Then he showed a spongeheart. He dipped the sponge into the water and he said: "It absorbs the water. We may say that would be the right heart for us! But we know if we squeeze the sponge it won't be able to keep the water inside." Then he said "Put your hand over your heart. Feel your heart beat. Your heart is the right heart. It pumps blood, it gives life. And the word of God can touch your heart and can give you real life." 

Amen.

the picture is from ~DSakanumbuh419

Hebrews 3:8

MBTI

Okay. I think it's time to write about Jung-Myers-Briggs's MBTI. It is a personality tipology, and I think it is the best ever! My personality type is ENFP and it fits me like nothing ever! I am hungarian, so I saw it on a hungarian website... I tried to find it in english I found some pages, but I did the 94 questions test, and in english I could not find it, only the 84 questions. I found so many funny pictures about the types. It's cool.

So let's write about myself. As an ENFP, my primary mode of living is focused externally, where I take things in primarily via my intuition. My secondary mode is internal, where I deal with things according to how I feel about them (oh, yes! I really do!), or how they fit in with my personal value system.
ENFP is warm, enthusiastic, typically very bright and full of potential. ENFP lives in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things (YES). ENFP enthusiasm lends him/her the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. ENFP can talk him/her way in or out of anything. ENFP loves life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
Well, I try to :)

Faith?

I'm totally comfused. I know I am week and I have only tiny faith. It's okay because Jesus Christ said: "Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." But I'm afraid that my faith is not a mustard seed, I'm afraid it's a tradition. I go to church every week, I pray every day, I think of God often, almost the whole day, I know I am His child, I know that I went through the metanoia's hard way. I had great periods with God, I was happy and everythig was allright. I don't know, I just feel that my faith is not a real thing, it is like a habit... or... it is like an internal pressure to faith in God. And it is not like "you have to believe in Him, because if you're not believing, you will be damned". It is like I have to believe Him, because that's what I do since I accepted the salvation. I just feel that my faith is not like it was before. I remember I had good times, I was okay with God, I prayed hard - through hours -, and I was strong and confident and satisfied. I want my strong faith back! I will read more about Him and the life with Him, and His miracles, listen to christian music - I'd listen before - and read the Bible! I don't wanna lose my faith, I won't lose it! NEVER!!!

CHRISTIANROCK.NET - 24 HOUR CHRISTIAN ROCK

We create our own demons.

Is it true or false I don't know. But I created my own... That was a terible boring day in the dorm. With the girls we decided to watch a horror. It was a really bad idea... We watched the Paranormal Activity. I didn't feel fear or something during the film. But a few days after when I was sleeping suddenly I heared a noise. It was like someone jumped on the flour out the window. I was really scared. Sudennly I turned to the wall in my bed. I feel something cold and I feel that someone is in the room - amd it's not my roommate. I couldn't move. I was really in panic. I prayed to Lord to help me again and again. Once only I could move again and I turned back. I saw the clock and I realized that the time while I was turned to the wall was about an hour! I thought it was a few minutes. I tried to gather my courage and I woke up my roommate. I told her my story, and she allowed me to sleep in her bed. She gave me her mp3 and I listened a nice and calming music the whole night. I couldn't sleep. I waited for the sun rises up and when it did I started to deal my daily tasks. That happened almost 3 years ago and I had periodes when I totally couldn't sleep alone. Sometimes I could. But I think this demon is always watching me when I sleeping or when I'm awake and I'm sure it's watching me now when I'm writing this. But I'm totally sure with no doubt that God is with me more than any demon! God is all, God is with me. He watching me when I sleeping or when I'm awake and He watching me now when I'm writing this! But the good news is that God is not only watching me! He is with me and taking care of me! So okay demon, you can watching me but you can't hurt me! Because God is the most powerful in the world and with God I am stronger than you!  

 - the picture is not my own. it is from ~pepperbunbun -