We create our own demons.

Is it true or false I don't know. But I created my own... That was a terible boring day in the dorm. With the girls we decided to watch a horror. It was a really bad idea... We watched the Paranormal Activity. I didn't feel fear or something during the film. But a few days after when I was sleeping suddenly I heared a noise. It was like someone jumped on the flour out the window. I was really scared. Sudennly I turned to the wall in my bed. I feel something cold and I feel that someone is in the room - amd it's not my roommate. I couldn't move. I was really in panic. I prayed to Lord to help me again and again. Once only I could move again and I turned back. I saw the clock and I realized that the time while I was turned to the wall was about an hour! I thought it was a few minutes. I tried to gather my courage and I woke up my roommate. I told her my story, and she allowed me to sleep in her bed. She gave me her mp3 and I listened a nice and calming music the whole night. I couldn't sleep. I waited for the sun rises up and when it did I started to deal my daily tasks. That happened almost 3 years ago and I had periodes when I totally couldn't sleep alone. Sometimes I could. But I think this demon is always watching me when I sleeping or when I'm awake and I'm sure it's watching me now when I'm writing this. But I'm totally sure with no doubt that God is with me more than any demon! God is all, God is with me. He watching me when I sleeping or when I'm awake and He watching me now when I'm writing this! But the good news is that God is not only watching me! He is with me and taking care of me! So okay demon, you can watching me but you can't hurt me! Because God is the most powerful in the world and with God I am stronger than you!  

 - the picture is not my own. it is from ~pepperbunbun -